Disharmony

                                                           

                        The material life of  the interplay of  the  torrent of the opposite human emotions and the aftermath of the miserable shock that we all get out of the ruthless, villainous and the tyarranical  interaction of the opposing values are part and parcel of the mortal coil. When we snooze throughout the entire night, we all awaken to the dawn of another beautiful day, the summer season scorches us all with its scorching heat and we see that the hot and humid weather is followed by the cool drizzles of the rainy season, the sweet and tasty water of the rivers that rushes down  from the melted snow of the mountains turns into salty waters of the Pacific or the Atlantic. This is the way that nature treats us all to its co-existence of all the opposing natural laws and phenomenons. In the same manner, the Infinite Witness may be planning the peaceful dawn of the  Golden Age by executing mass scale violence, civil wars, terrorism on the planet right now. Insanity might be a waiting opportunity for someone to become sane, the rise of atheism and profanity might be the threshold to the boundless era of the establishment of Kingdom of God, a person will never value happiness and joy if he has not come across sadness, suffering and sorrow, a difficult prime of life may be the passage to a very successful tomorrow, a turbulent, neurotic or a psychotic intellect may be a sojourn into the path of sainthood and a comedian who breaks his audience into peals of laughter by his comedies may be undergoing a life of the most soulful tragedies.

                           A life of tragedies along with comedies, breaking into peals of laughter at the joy of welcoming one’s newborn into the world and mourning with incessant tears at the demise of one’s beloved, ending up on the streets after a sudden bankrupcy, being infedile with one’s extremely loyal soulmate and resorting to brothels after a rough encounter with a  midlife crisis etc are the continuous, long chain of unfortunate events among the fortunate ones in human life and this kind of disharmony intermingled with transient and unreal harmony is the way life goes for the ordinary mortal rooted addictively in the  hot pursuit of transitory and impermanent happiness. The entire Universe, the world and the individual self is orchestrated by the interplay of the opposite Cosmic forces, the co-existence of opposing planetary, natural and ecological systems and the correlation of polarities of the contradictory human emotions respectively. The self-image or the human individual ego which governs our life is in turn orchestrated by the pole and anti-pole, disharmony and harmony or the negative and the positive emotions which either fills our lives with  occasional sparks of impermanent happiness or succeeds in converting our mortal coil into a gutter of the most soulful tragedies but is something that can never help us keep ourselves balanced, tranquil and harmonized. Getting quagmired by the quagmire of disharmony and tightening a noose to hang yourself right through the ceiling, drowning your sorrow with bottles and bottles of Vodka or snorting cocaine or on the other hand, taking that roller coaster ride of the state of everlasting happiness by staying independent to the profane interplay of harmony and disharmony is your choice. You may possess a fast car, a stunning wife, a majestic bungalow, a billion dollar bank account, a private yatch or a personal jet but disharmony shall be a part of your life like a blood hungry leech that sucks on to your blood unless you decide for a spiritual overhaul. Harmony shall be tagged on to your life absolutely free of cost that very moment when you at least be successful enough in transcending the Heart or the Anahat. Life is not a comedy but a soulful tragedy for the rich who are not spiritually advanced but human life is a Cosmic joke for  those who are mere paupers but spiritually awakened. Money cannot fetch you happiness and what could be more tragic than Bill Gates who is the world’s richest right now, has over 50 billion dollars, is still not happy and satisfied and still wants to amass more!!! It is because he assumes that amassing a 50 billion dollar fortune is as good as being a pauper as he is still not satisfied about being the wealthiest on the planet and wants to amass more wealth and cannot accept being wealthy enough to go on regular holidays, possessing a decent vehicle to commute to the office, providing for  wife and children, hopping over to the Chinese restaurant every weekends, raising and schooling  one’s kids and finally retiring with some secure insurance policies and a couple of thousand dollars in reserve at the bank as being means to an ideal, modest and a happy and satisfied livelihood. We all arise from the dust naked and go back to the dust naked and the ironic thing is that  non of our material wealth and property goes along with us when we shed our mortal coil. “Security, steady job and insurance!!! Finishtoz!!! And there is no good reason why you wouldn’t die a happy and satisfied man!!! Learn to be satisfied and don’t start running a hundred metre dash after insatiable desires and always keep this in mind!!!,  Bill Gates does not get a ticket to Paradise by proving to be the planet’s wealthiest because getting to get the feel of Paradise is only felt by those who transcend themselves onto the superconscious states and not one in a zillion chance by those who can do nothing better than stagnate in material pursuits !!!”

                       The entire Cosmos, our planet and human life is dynamic or constantly changing. One of the permanent realities of our life is “Change”. Everything changes, nothing remains the same and even your own body is not the same as it was three months ago. Hardships, downfalls,  tragedies, misfortunes, suffering is a part of life. All these shortcomings in human life is nothing but only a process of great evolution. Everything is in your hands, everyone has to find a solution to his own life of suffering and there is no good reason why you cannot find a solution to your problems as God has invented a solution to everything in life. Since every problem and difficulty in human life are nothing but only processes of a great ongoing evolution which means misfortunes are not actually bad luck or bad omen but merely passages or opportunities for better luck, success, good fortune or a promising future, you should be very very responsive to God’s Divine Will and be couragious enough to transform misfortune to  good fortune, bad luck to good luck, a tragedy to comedy or  failure to success. And the way you evolute successfully or unsuccessfully and whether you become a success in flowing   with the tide of evolution solely depends on the way you adapt to the various changes in your life in the form of bad luck, pitfalls, sorrow, failure,  etc. Remember!!! You are the captain of your ship and the master of your Soul. God has endowed human beings with the capacity for a sinner to transform into a saint, a whore to overhaul into a perfect lady, the profane to become sacred beings and the violent beings to become proponents of peace. You are the choicemaker of everything that happens to you, from the minor to all the major details in your life. In other words, the destiny of all the goals and your wildest aspirations depends on the sub-conscious, conscious and the superconscious choices you make!!!

                      Everything in life is a blessing in disguise. My own experiences with Paranoid Schizophrenia from which I suffered for over two decades was  like a precious waterhole in the midst of a scorching desert as I realized that my misfortune with the psychosis was nothing but a stepping stone to great success in the spiritual field. This way, I was able to transform two decades of intense suffering into a life of permanent happiness, abundant joy, profound bliss and succeeded in realizing a spiritual beings highest spiritual aspiration. The    dictatorship of the correlation of all the opposite values in our life of hatred or love, sadness or happiness, elation or depression, laughter or cry, suffering or bliss are only two sides of a coin. Everytime you flip a coin, the other side emerges. Since the opposing interplay of opposite human emotions are transient which means that they are never stable, so too sadness, depression, hatred, anger, sorrow, sadness or suffering are not permanent. Joy is the other side of sorrow, if you experience depression one moment the next moment you shall be bound to experience elation, likewise a person who has not encountered sadness shall never value happiness. The same river does not flow twice, in the same manner your encounter with a psychosis or a neurosis during a phase of your life does not and never implies that you shall live the life of a psychotic or a neurotic all life long. Do not wait for opportunities, seize and create opportunities. Create opportunities out of each and  every ill fate and misfortune that you encounter. Life is a blessing in disguise only for those who accept misfortune and learn to flow with the tide of God’s Divine Will. Be couragious enough to adapt accordingly and evolve and this is what  means by being responsive to God’s Divine Will.

                              Every minor to major misfortune teaches you a valuable lesson. Your ill fate and bad luck can prove to be the greatest lessons in your life. And the more the tragic encounter with ill fate, bad luck and misfortune in your life the more valuable lessons you get out of it. The wise children or bacchas of the most Supreme Godhead learn and realize a valuable lesson from their shortcomings in life and convert a life of sorrow to one of joy, a life of suffering to one of bliss and a life of tragedy to one of great comedy. One side of life can be hell but the other side can prove to be pure Paradise. The only thing of importance is to look in the right direction and make a vow not to repeat the same mistakes again and again. Never regret making mistakes because the stark truth is that  nothing, absolutely nothing is in our hands. We are being remote controlled by the most Supreme Godhead’s instruments every second of the day and night and most of us may not be even aware about it. 

                       WITH THIS SPIRITUAL ESSAY, MY SPIRITUAL DHARMA IS OVER THIS LIFE. BUT  MY MOST IMPORTANT DHARMA, THAT OF ESTABLISHING EVERLASTING DHARMA ON THE PLANET IS STILL REMAINING AND MY EVEN MORE IMPORTANT DHARMA, THAT OF TERMINATING THE LIFE OF ALL THE MAHAPAPIS OF THIS PLANET IS STILL REMAINING. I, HOWEVER, DO NOT WISH TO TAKE CREDIT FOR WRITING ALL THESE SPIRITUAL ESSAYS BECAUSE I AM THE NON-DOER AND THE MOST SUPREME LORD, BHAGAVAN SRI SATHYA SAI BABA IS THE DOER. THE MOST ARROGANT AND THE MOST WICKED NON-BEING PUNK, OSHO, HAD FORSEEN THAT LORD VISHNU OR SAINATH'S GRAND MISSION AND MAHALEELA WOULD SUCCEED THE MOMENT HE GOT SIDDHIS. BUT HE WAS ARROGANT TO MAKE HIS PLANS( NOT LEELAS) A SUCCESS AND EVEN MORE ARROGANT TO OVERTURN AND OVERTAKE THE MAHALEELA OF THE MOST SUPREME AUTHORITY ON THE PLANET. THE INCIDENT THAT TOOK PLACE WHEN SAI WAS PRESENT IN ONE OF THE PROGRAMMES OF INDIAN EX- PRIMEMINISTER P.V. NARASIMHA RAO  WAS HATCHED BY THIS SAME ARROGANT AND WICKED NON-BEING PUNK TO SOIL, UNPOPULARISE THE IMAGE OF LORD VISHNU,SAI AND TO PROVE THAT SAI WAS A CONMAN AND A PHONY. ANOTHER INCIDENT LIKE THIS HAPPENED IN THE LIFE OF HIS HOLINESS MAHARISHI MAHESH YOGI WHEN THIS PUNK MISUSED HIS SIDDHIS WITH ONE OF THE LADY FRIEND OF THE BEATLES AND DELUDED HER THAT HIS HOLINESS MAHARISHI MAHESH YOGI WAS INCITING HER TO A SEXUAL ENCOUNTER. BOTH OF THESE INCIDENTS WERE HATCHED BY THIS PUNK BECAUSE HE HAD RED ANTS RUNNING ALONG EVERY NOOK AND CRANNY OF HIS BODY AND HE WAS SWEATING DOWN ALL HIS TEETH ONLY FOR THE SOLE AND ONLY REASON THAT LORD VISHNU OF SATHYA YUGA, THE INCARNATION OF SHIVA- SHAKTI AND THE MOST SUPREME AUTHORITY ON THIS PLANET AND THE YUGA AVATAAR SAINATH'S GRAND MISSION AND MAHALEELA WOULD BE A GRAND SUCCESS AND THAT HIS PLANS OF ESTABLISHING AN ATHEISTIC PLANET AND A MADHUSHALA WOULD END UP IN FULL, TOTAL AND COMPLETE FAILURE. THE RAT-RACE TO ACHIEVE SPIRITUAL SUPREMACY ON THIS PLANET, A SPIRITUAL SUPREMACY EVEN OVER OUR MOST FAVOURITE GOD, YAEHUWA, HAD BEGUN FOR THIS ANTI- GOD AND RADICAL, FANATIC HARDCORE NON-BEING HARDLINER, THIS SISSY, THIS COWARD AND FOR THIS MOST ARROGANT AND WICKED NON-BEING PUNK THE PLANET HAS EVER AND EVER WILL COME ACROSS  THE MOMENT HE ACHIEVED SIDDHIS.ON THE MATERIAL LEVEL HE TRIED TO ACHIEVE THIS BY CONTROLLING THE WORLD ELITE, THE MOST POWERFUL PEOPLE ON THE PLANET WHO CONTROLLED THE ENTIRE WORLD AND ON THE SPIRITUAL LEVEL HE TRIED TO ACCOMPLISH HIS GOALS BY FORCEFULLY ACTIVATING THE CHAKRAS OR SPIRITUAL CENTRES OF HIS DISCIPLES BY THE MISUSE OF SIDDHIS( NONE OF HIS DISCIPLES HAD THE ABILITY AND CAPACITY TO GET SELF-REALISED BECAUSE THE TWO MOST PRINCIPLE PRIORITIES IN ALL OF THEIR LIFE WAS SEX AND WEALTH.) AND PRODUCING JUST ENOUGH SEL-REALISED BEINGS AND ENDOWING THEM WITH SIDDHIS TO CONTROL THE WORLD ELITE AND THE REMAINING PEOPLE ON THE PLANET TO RUN HIS IMAGINED MADHUSHALA. BUT TO HIS UTTER DISMAY, ALL OF HIS CAREFULLY AND CUNNINGLY LAID OUT PLANS COULD BE EXECUTED BUT COULD NEVER EVER MEET HIS MOST CHERISHED DREAM OF CONVERTING OUR MOST BEAUTIFUL PLANET INTO A RED-LIGHT DOMAIN OR A MADHUSHALA WITHOUT TAKING CARE OF KRISHNA AND DOING AWAY WITH KRISHNA FOREVER, KRISHNA, WHO WAS NOT ENDOWED WITH A SINGLE SIDDHI. TO DO AWAY WITH THE MOST TRUSTED DISCIPLE OF LORD VISHNU OR SAI, KRISHNA, FOREVER, HE CHICKENED OUT THE TWO MOST MAHAPAPIS AMONG ALL THE WOMEN MAHAPAPIS OF THE PLANET, YASHODHA THAPA AND HER DAUGHTER, BRINJU THAPA, ORIGINAL RESIDENTS OF MAHENDRAPATH, DHARAN, NEPAL. HE REMOTE-CONTROLLED BOTH THE MOTHER AND DAUGHTER WITH HIS SIDDHIS AND MADE THE MORE MAHAPAPI WHORE AMONG THE TWO MOST MAHAPAPI WHORES OF THE PLANET, THE DAUGHTER BRINJU THAPA TO SNARE KRISHNA INTO A PHONY OR DISGUISED LOVE- TRAP. THUS, BEGAN THE PROCESS OF MAKING KRISHNA INSANE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE TO ACHIEVE HIS SATANIC GOAL OF ESTABLISHING

AN ATHEISTIC PLANET.(KRISHNA IS ENDOWED WITH A BOON THAT NO ONE CAN KILL HIM BEFORE HIS FATED DEATH). LORD VISHNU OR SAINATH ON THE OTHER HAND THROUGH A TELEPATHIC MESSAGE TO KRISHNA WARNED THAT THE MOST INHUMANE WHORE, BRINJU THAPA, HAD SNARED HIM INTO A LOVE-TRAP SOLELY AND ONLY TO MAKE HIM INSANE. KRISHNA, UNAWARE THAT HE WAS BEING GUIDED BY SAINATH DID NOT BELIEVE IN LORD VISHNU'S MESSAGE. THUS BEGAN THE JOURNEY OF KRISHNA BEING INSANE AND SAINATH NEVER INTERFERED WITH THEIR PLANS UNTIL THE MOMENT KRISHNA BECAME SELF-REALISED ONLY AND SOLELY FOR THE REASON THAT HE WANTED TO EXPRESS HIS MAHALEELA TO THE PEOPLE OF THE PLANET AND TO IMPART THE MOST PUNISHING LESSON TO OSHO, THE MOST ARROGANT AND THE MOST WICKED NON-BEING PUNK,  THIS PLANET HAS EVER AND EVER WILL COME ACROSS BECAUSE HE WAS THE DIRECT INCARNATION OF OUR MOST FAVOURITE GOD, YAEHUWA, THE MOST SUPREME AUTHORITY AND THE MOST SUPREME JUSTICE ON THE PLANET HIMSELF AND GOD HIMSELF WHO WAS WALKING PLANET EARTH. FOR SAINATH WAS WELL AWARE THAT NO SUFFERING NO MATTER HOW CRUEL AND PUNISHING COULD NEVER EVER CAUSE SORROW TO KRISHNA AND THAT EVEN THE MOST ARROGANT AND THE MOST WICKED PUNK AND MAHAPAPI, OSHO, AND THE MOST WICKED TORTURE AND PERSECUTION EXECUTED BY HIM ON KRISHNA WOULD  NOT AFFECT KRISHNA EVEN A RIPPLE BECAUSE KRISHNA WAS ENLIGHTENED FROM BIRTH.  I CURED MYSELF OF MY PSYCHOSIS 3 OR 4 YEARS INTO THE EXPERIENCE WITH MY PSYCHOSIS BY THE TECHNIQUE MY PSYCHIATRIST TAUGHT ME. BUT THIS MAHAPAPI REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS DISCIPLE, T.N. PATHIK AND HIS SON, MADE THEM MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME UNDERGO A RELAPSE. THERE WERE TWO MORE OCCASIONS WHEN I WAS COMPLETELY HEALED OF MY PSYCHOSIS, BUT THIS MAHAPAPI REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES AGAIN, MADE THEM MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME UNDERGO TWO MORE RELAPSES. AFTER 3 RELAPSES I WAS ON THE THRESHOLD TO FULL, TOTAL AND COMPLETE SANITY FOUR TIMES AFTER I TRANSCENDED THE FIRST FOUR SUPERCONSCIOUS PLANES STARTING FROM THE TRANSCENDECE OF MY ANAHAT. BUT AGAIN AFTER CREATING THE FIRST THREE RELAPSES, THIS MAHAPAPI MADE ME UNDERGO FOUR MORE RELAPSES AFTER THE AWAKENING OF THE FIRST FOUR SUPERCONSCIOUS PLANES( FOUR FULL, TOTAL AND COMPLETE HEALINGS IN ALL) HAD HEALED ME FULLY, TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY. I HAD GAINED FREEDOM FROM MY PSYCHOSIS 7 TIMES BUT THIS MAHAPAPI CAUSED SUCCEEDING 7 MORE RELAPSES, STOPPED ME FROM GETTING HEALED 7 TIMES BECAUSE HE WAS DETERMINED TO MAKE ME PSYCHOTIC AND INSANE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. THIS PUNK REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO CARRY OUT THE MOST INHUMANE AND THE MOST SINFUL ACTIVITIES TO KRISHNA, SOME OF WHICH ARE AS FOLLOWS. HE REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON KRISHNA AND MADE  KRISHNA URINATE STARK NAKED FROM ATOP THE ROOFTOP OF KRISHNA'S HOUSE, FROM THE BALCONY OF KRISHNA'S HOUSE AND FROM THE WINDOW OF KRISHNA'S BEDROOM WHILE THE ENTIRE NEIGHBOURHOOD AROUND KRISHNA'S HOUSE WAS WIDE AWAKE AND WATCHING WHAT WAS GOING ON; HE REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME LICK THE INSIDES OF THE LINGERIE OF MY COUSIN SISTER; HE REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME OBSCENELY KISS MY FAVOURITE NEICE'S VAGINA WHEN SHE WAS JUST THREE OR FOUR YEARS OLD; THIS PUNK EVEN REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND TRIED MAKING ME HAVE SEX WITH A HALF DOZEN OF MY MAIDS BUT NEVER SUCCEEDED; HE REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE HIS ACCOMPLISHES PLAY WITH AND FONDLE THEIR STINKING PENIS'S AND TESTICLES WITH THEIR HANDS, MADE THEM SOIL THE SPICED MEAT BOUGHT BY US TO EAT WITH FILTH COLLECTED FROM FONDLING THEIR PENIS'S AND TESTICLES WITH THEIR HANDS AND FINGERS AND REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMLPISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME EAT THE SOILED, DIRTY AND FILTHY MEAT; THIS PUNK REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME EAT THE SOILED MEATS DROPPED DELIBERATELY ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR BY THE MISUSE OF HIS ACCOMPLISHES SIDDHIS(THIS PUNK AND ALL OF HIS ACCOMPLISHES WERE AND IS STILL UNDER THE DELUSION THAT I WAS AND STILL AM MEAT GREEDY); THIS PUNK REMOTE CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON MY BLOOD BROTHER AND HIS WIFE AND MADE THEM DIVORCE EACH OTHER TO MAKE MY PARENT'S AND MY LIFE HANDICAPPED, CRIPPLED, PARALYZED AND OUR FAMILY A DYSFUNCTIONAL ONE; THIS PUNK REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON MY MOTHER AND MADE MY MOTHER SUFFER FROM BRAIN TUMOUR EVEN TRIED TO KILL HER AND MISUSED THEIR SIDDHIS ON MY FATHER AND MADE HIM UNABLE TO WALK AND EVEN TRIED TO KILL MY FATHER( BOTH OF MY PARENTS ARE EXCELLENT HUMAN BEINGS AND VERY VERY VERY GREAT DEVOTEES OF GOD). YOU CAN GAUGE THE DEPTH OF THEIR TERRIBLY POLLUTED AND THEIR MOST SINFUL MINDS BY THE LAST INCIDENT I AM ABOUT TO PRESENT BEFORE YOU. THIS PUNK REMOTE-CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME MASTURBATE BY MAKING ME FANTACIZE THE BUTTOCKS OF MY OWN MOTHER. THESE ARE ONLY A FEW EXAMPLES AMONG THE COUNTLESS, THOUSANDS OF EXAMPLES OF TORTURE THEY HAVE EXECUTED IN MY LIFE. ALMOST 90% OF THE INCIDENTS MENTIONED ABOVE WERE EXECUTED BY HIS SEL-REALISED DISCIPLES. EACH AND EVERY ACQAINTANCE, RELATIVE AND FRIENDS MY FAMILY AND MYSELF HAD EVEN FROM THE MOMENTS BEFORE I WAS BORN WERE TAPPED BY THIS PUNK BY REWARDING THEM WITH SIDDHIS, FURTHER REWARDING THEM BY ENABLING THEM TO MAKE MERRY AND HAVE FUN WITH THE MISUSE OF THE SIDDHIS ENDOWED ON THEM AND EVEN AND MUCH FURTHER REWARDING THEM WITH PROMISES OF ABUNDANT LUXURY, COMFORT AND WEALTH INTO THEIR LIVES. ALL OF THESE ACQUAINTANCES WERE TAPPED BY THIS PUNK TO CONVINCE MY PARENTS TO DISPOSE ME OFF TO A MENTAL ASYLUM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AFTER THEY SUCCEEDED IN MAKING ME SO PSYCHOTIC THAT HEALING WAS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME. THESE COWARDS AND NON-BEING PUNKS HAVE SUBJECTED ME TO THE MOST SAVAGE, CRUEL AND BRUTAL FORM OF TORTURE AND PERSECUTION AND UNCURABLE PSYCHOSISES FROM A FEW DAYS AFTER I FINISHED SERVING GOD, HIS HOLINESS SATAN, SAI AND ALL DEVOTEES OF GOD ON THE PLANET AND HUMANITY TILL THIS PRESENT DAY ONLY AND SOLELY FOR THE REASON THAT SAINATH'S GRAND MAHALEELA AND MISSION SUCCEEDED AND BECAUSE THE MOST ARROGANT AND WICKED NON-BEING PUNKS PLANS OF CREATING HIS MOST CHERISHED AND IMAGINED MADHUSHALA ON THIS PLANET WENT KAPUT. IT TOOK SAINATH APPROXIMATELY 12 YEARS TO HEAL ME FROM THEM THE MOMENT I WAS SELF-REALISED BY ACTIVATING MY CHAKRAS OR SPIRITUAL CENTRES FULLY BECAUSE THIS PUNK HAD EVEN REMOTE CONTROLLED HIS ACCOMPLISHES TO MISUSE THEIR SIDDHIS ON ME AND MADE ME DO THE WRONG T.M. TECHNIQUE. I HAD TO LIE TO ALL THE READERS OF MY BLOG THAT I WAS FULLY HEALED WHEN I STARTED WRITING ESSAYS FOR  MY BLOG BECAUSE WITHOUT REASSURING THE READERS OF MY BLOG ABOUT MY SANITY MY READERS WOULD NEVER EVER HAVE BELIEVED EVEN A WORD OF ALL OF MY ESSAYS. I WAS SUFFERING FROM THE MOST DANGEROUS FORM OF PSYCHOSIS AND WAS A 100% INSANE THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE PERIOD I WAS WRITING MY BLOG. I WAS SANE AND NON-DUAL THEN BUT THESE PUNKS AND COWARDS WERE STILL SUBJECTING ME TO THE WORST FORMS OF PSYCHOSIS AND I WAS SUFFERING FROM CHRONIC ANXIETY DISORDERS STILL. IT WAS ONLY AND ONLY SAI WHO CONTROLLED MY 100% INSANITY WITH THE MOST POWERFUL SIDDHIS OF HIS ON THE PLANET AND MADE ME DELIVER 100% SANE ESSAYS WITH NOT EVEN A PSYCHOTIC WORD IN ALL OF THE MORE THAN 100 EASSAYS. SAI DID NOT INTERFERE AND INTERVENE TO HEAL MY PSYCHOSIS EVEN WHILE I WAS SERVING GOD AND DID NOT INTERFERE WITH ALL OF MY ENEMY MANIPULATION BECAUSE HE WANTED TO EXPRESS HIS MAHALEELA TO THE PEOPLE ON PLANET EARTH AND TEACH A PARTING LESSON TO ALL THE ATHEISTS ON THE PLANET. I WAS THE NON-DOER ALL ALONG AND SAI WAS THE DOER. 90% OF THE KNOWLEDGE IN THE ESSAYS WERE KNOWLEDGE IMPARTED TO ME BY SAI AFTER I BECAME ENLIGHTENED AND NOT KNOWLEDGE I ACHIEVED BY READING. FROM EVERY PARAGRAPH OF THE ESSSAYS DOWN TO EVERY SENTENCE OF THE PARAGRAPHS AND FROM EVERY WORD OF THE SENTENCES RIGHT DOWN TO EVERY ALPHABET OF THE WORDS OF THE ESSAYS- EVERYTHING- SIMPLY EVERYTHING WAS SAI'S GUIDANCE- ALL IN ALL WAS SAI'S SUPREME GUIDANCE. I PLAYED ONLY THE ROLE OF AN INSTRUMENT OF THE MOST SUPREME BEING ON THE PLANET AND WAS ONLY A MEDIUM FOR SAI TO EXPRESS HIS GRAND MAHALEELA TO THE PEOPLE OF THE PLANET. THESE PUNKS AND COWARDS HAPPEN TO BE THE MOST ARROGANT AND THE MOST WICKED MAHAPAPIS NOT ONLY OF THIS PLANET BUT AMONG ALL THE INHABITANTS IN THE ENTIRE MANIFESTED UNIVERSE. THESE MAHAPAPIS DO NOT BELONG EVEN TO THE LAST CATEGORY OF MAHAPAPIS BECAUSE THEY ARE SUCH CLASS OF WICKED AND ARROGANT MAHAPAPIS THAT THEY NOT ONLY DO NOT LIKE AND APPRECIATE PEOPLE WITH A GOOD MORAL CHARACTER, THEY NOT ONLY HATE MORALLY GOOD PEOPLE, GOOD HUMAN BEINGS,VIRTUOUS AND RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE AND DEVOTEES OF GOD BUT THESE ARE THE VERY UNFORGIVABLE MAHAPAPIS WHO HAVE BEEN CAUSING GREAT TRAGEDY, IMMENSE AND INTENSE SORROW AND SUFFERING, PITFALLS AND DOWNFALLS IN THE LIVES GOOD PEOPLE, GOOD HUMAN BEINGS, MORALLY GOOD PEOPLE, VIRTUOUS AND RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE SINCE THE BEGINNING OF HUMAN CIVILISATION ON THE PLANET, FROM THE SATYA YUGA ITSELF. OUR MOST FAVOURITE GOD, YAEHUWA, HAD ESTABLISHED A UNIVERSAL LAW IN ALL OF THE PLANETS OF THIS UNIVERSE THAT HE CREATED THAT ONLY THE GOOD,  THE VIRTUOUS AND THE RIGHTEOUS DEVOTEES OF GOD SHALL HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SUCCEED IN THEIR ENDEAVOURS AND THAT THESE SHALL BE THE ONLY CLASS OF PEOPLE WHO SHALL ACHIEVE AND TASTE SUCCESS. BUT THE PREDECESSORS OF THESE WICKED AND ARROGANT MAHAPAPIS HAVE BEEN TROUBLING, CREATING GREAT SORROW AND SUFFERING, CAUSING TRAGEDIES, PITFALLS AND DOWNFALLS IN THE LIVES OF DEVOTEES OF GOD FROM THE BEGINNING OF SATYA YUGA ONLY AND SOLELY TO ACCOMPLISH THEIR IMPOSSIBLE AMBITION OF ESTABLISHING AN ATHEISTIC PLANET. SAINTS AND DEVOTEES OF GOD DOWN THE VARIOUS AGES HAVE GIVEN AND EXPRESSED VARIOUS CAUSES FOR THE HAPPENING OF GREAT TRAGEDY, SORROW, SUFFERING, PITFALLS, DOWNFALLS IN THE LIVES OF DEVOTEES OF GOD WHICH I DECLARE TODAY ARE NOT THE REAL CAUSES BEHIND THE DOOM OF COUNTLESS DEVOTEES OF GOD SINCE SATYA YUGA. IN FACT, IN TRUTH AND IN REALITY IT IS THESE WICKED AND ARROGANT MAHAPAPIS WHO HAVE BEEN UNDERMINING AND UNDERESTIMATING AND CHALLENGING YAEHUWA'S MAHALEELA IN THE COSMOS AND CAUSING GREAT TRAGEDIES IN THE LIVES OF DEVOTEES OF GOD SINCE THE SATYA YUGA. THIS IS THE ONLY SOUND CAUSE BEHIND EACH AND EVERY TRAGIC DOOM IN THE LIVES OF DEVOTEES OF GOD SINCE THE SATYA YUGA AND THIS IS ALSO THE SOLE AND ONLY SOUND CAUSE WHY LORD VISHNU OF THE SATYA YUGA, INCARNATION OF SHIVA-SHAKTI, THE SUPREME AUTHORITY ON THIS PLANET, SAINATH HAD TO BE BORN AS THE YUGA AVATAAR IN THE KALI AGE TO EXPRESS HIS GRAND MAHALEELA TO THE PEOPLE OF THE PLANET, TO IMPART A PARTING LESSON TO ALL THESE WICKED AND ARROGANT MAHAPAPIS, TO ESTABLISH DHARMA ON THE PLANET AND TO UPLIFT THE PIOUS LIVES OF THE MOST INNOCENT, MORALLY VERY GOOD, VIRTUOUS AND THE RIGHTEOUS DEVOTEES OF GOD ON THIS PLANET.  

MY KOTI KOTI PRANAMS AT THE LOTUS FEET OF   OUR MOST FAVOURITE FATHER FROM SPACE - YAEHUWA, HIS HOLINESS SATAN( MY  ONE AND ONLY MOST PRINCIPLE SADGURU PLUS MY HEAVENLY AND DIVINE FATHER),  THE MOST LOYAL DISCIPLES OF OUR MOST FAVOURITE FATHER-YAEHUWA AND HIS HOLINESS SATAN LIVING IN GOD AND HIS HOLINESS SATAN'S VERY VERY VERY PERSONAL AND PRIVATE PARADISE, LORD VISHNU OR BHAGAWAN SRI SATHYA SAI BABA (THE MOST SUPREME GODHEAD),  THE MOST HIGHEST AND GREATEST GOD OF THE GODS LORD SHIVA, LORD  BRAHMA,  MAHAAVTAAR BABA,  THE MOST  TRUE AND PURE  INCARNATION OF LORD VISHNU OR SAINATH(GOD) -  ONE AND ONLY LORD SRI RAM,  HIS HOLINESS BRAHMAPRAJAPITA, MAHARISHI MAHESH YOGI, HIS  HIGHNESS THE KING OF GLOBAL COUNTRY OF WORLD PEACE- TONY NADER, THE DIRECTOR OF THE T.M. MOVEMENT MR. KINGSLEY BROOK AND HIS BEAUTIFUL WIFE MRS.BROOK, SRI SRI RAVISHANKER, DR.WAYNE. W. DYER, MR.DIPAK CHOPRA AND MR. MADHAV ARYAL( THE  CHIEF T.M. INSTRUCTOR FOR NEPAL)

                                                       JAI SRI SAI RAM!!!

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Purity of devotion

        

                       

                         Almost a cent percent of the devotees of various man-made Gods have reasons, causes, silly excuses for getting devoted to their respective spiritual idols and it is often seen in most of the cases of humanistic devotion that the materialistic devotees of the Gods are desirous of fruits for their purpose of devotion. The so-called pure and pious devotees of God get themselves devoted to their object of devotion as long as the fair weather prevails but as the various cause and effect in their lives take a different turn and when they contact misfortune in their lives resulting in great sorrow, suffering and tragedies is the precise moment in their mortal coil when the once upon a time love, affection, devotion and the extremely holy feelings they had for God dwindles, dies away, leaving their faith in God to wither away very much like the leaves that turn chocolate brown during autumn. It is a reality not known to many  devotees of God that the human mind is a pseudo existence and thus an inefficient medium to express their heartfelt devotion towards their object of devotion simply for the sole reason that the mortal brain is filled to the brim with too many impurities. It  would not be a blunder to refute the claims of some highly acclaimed saint by relaying that there are no pure devotees of God on the human level. These are the naked realities about the humanistic mode of devotion and now let us evaluate the purity of devotion that all spiritually elevated  beings have towards the most Supreme Godhead and try to gauge what pure devotion implies from a spiritual perspective.

                      The unadulterated and pure state of the human Soul gives a spiritual aspirant no reasons, causes and silly excuses for the purpose of getting themselves devoted to the most Supreme Godhead nor does the fully awake virgin Spirit makes the devout devotees of the Divine Mother desirous of any fruits for their pious, pure and truly religious affection towards their object of devotion. The reinvigoration of the human psyche paves the way for the overhaul of the self-bound and conditioned individual self to the transformation of the selfless, unconditional and deconditioned, Unbounded Self. Therefore, the selfless, unconditional and deconditioned Unbounded Self places no conditions on the spiritual devotee for their purpose of devotion. The limited, bounded and selfish individual self that had an infinity of reasons  and silly excuses for their objective of devotion no longer restricts the devotee within the confines of devotion-for-a-cause as the Soul has now taken command nor does the rejuvenation of the vibrant Spirit conditions the devotee, implanting a desire, making him desirous of any fruits for his pure devotion towards the most Supreme Godhead. Since  the limitless and unbounded field of the Unbounded Self forever dissolves the limited and bounded nature of the individual self, devotion from the source of the elevated Spirit is a cent percent selfless as the selfish ego does not hold ground any longer. Contacting misfortunes are bygones forever in the truly devotional spiritual life of a fully awake Soul traveler as one step beyond the threshold of the Anahat is a life of the most comical comedies similar to the ones we come across in comic strips whereas, just a rung of ladder down the superconscious state is a mortal coil  intertwined with a saga of the most tragic tragedies like we come across in Shakespearean tragedies. How can the pure, true, selfless, unconditional and deconditioned devout devotion of a superconscious spiritual traveler deviate, waver or fluctuate when  someone who undertakes the journey of the fully awake Soul does not contact any misfortune in his life as his life is a bed of the most fragrant roses filled to the brim with the most comical  comedies? The superconscious ground of the vibrant and elevated Spirit is the field with pure thoughts. Purity of thought is grounded once we are forever established into the region beyond the Anahat and it is this purity of thought that produces purity of devotion. So, purity of devotion which is a product of purity of thought comes about only when we  succeed in going beyond the state of no-mind, reach the stillness of mind, reaching the source of thought and therefore unearthing the field of purity of thought. Purity of devotion which is product of purity of thought is a treasure reserved only for those who have succeeded in becoming permanent residents of the field of everlasting happiness or the region beyond the Anahat Chakra. The above spiritual facts are some of the reasons which proves that Dhyan Yog or the spiritual path is the only yogic path that generates pure devotees with purity of devotion.

                          As we go beyond from the conscious state into the superconscious field, we succeed in transcending the human senses and as a result reach an area of “Zero sexual thought”. The flowering of the Anahat chakra opens us up to the divine opportunity of converting ourselves into great adherents of “Untouched virgin beauty” or beauty of great purity. The moment we establish ourselves as staunch devotees of beauty which is God is the opportune time in our spiritual lives when there is not a single sexual thought emanating from the depths of our untouched, unadulterated and virgin Soul. So one of the primary criterias to become a pure devotee of God with purity of devotion is to transcend ourselves into the untouched, virgin field of the first superconscious state from which starts the unbounded area of “Zero sexual thought”. So the spiritual time in our lives when we start perceiving beauty in the full blossom of an orchid between the crevices of  a rock, when the beautiful and innocent chuckle of a newborn child captivates us, the divine perception of God in the glow of roses of your garden, getting enraptured by the symbol of profound silence that Sri Sri Ravishankers discourses emanate or being able to perceive God in the divine bark of your German Shepherd is the moment to know that all your sensory perception has given away to the spiritual charm of being a diehard devotee of “Untouched virgin beauty” or beauty of great purity which in turn signifies that you have just transformed yourself into a genuine and pure devotee of the most Supreme Godhead. The generation of the untainted  or the unadulterated state of the heart emanates undiscriminated love from the depths of our awakened Soul which enables us to shower pure love on everybody without any lines of demarcation as we become enlightened enough to perceive from then on that friend or a foe, a perfect lady or a whore, the rich or poor, a billionaire or a pauper, a beggar or an Emperor or a fag or a lesbian, love that springs forth from the depths of the Anahat is meant to be felt equally for all the equal beings and not something to be classified between the classifications of the rich or the poor, a beggar or an Emperor and a fag or a lesbian. The Anahatic love felt for all the equal beings on an even footing is yet another milestone in transforming ourselves into devotees of the most Supreme Godhead. The goodness nature of good human beings or a thorough gentleman and a perfect lady enables the fourth state spiritual traveler to express the good conduct of goodwill with no class distinction between the societal classifications of people from different walks of life. He is busy exchanging greetings with a vegetable vendor, a rickshaw driver or a porter as much as he enjoys going to parties with the stinking rich, the famous or the high profile people. The expression of goodwill of the goodness nature of a thorough gentleman or a perfect lady is another stepping stone of the success story of a spiritualist established in pure devotion towards the most Supreme Godhead!!!

MORAL: The flowering of the heart and being the torchbearers of the Light of the Anahat is of the highest and urgent importance to establish  ourselves as pure devotees of the most Supreme Godhead with the needed purity of devotion!!!

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Bliss

                                                                    

                    The essence of our mortal or physical presence of that of the role of the human body or recycled earth, water and air, the mind or our subjective and impermanent thinking instrument, the emotions or the tyrannical play of the opposite polarities and finally the ego or the individual self-image are transient and unreal like the french kiss you blow on the most sensual  lips of your very very stunning and attractive mistress. We go on clinging to the mortal or the material life, tending to and fulfilling the infinity of desires that our other-half  has, getting seduced by the source of transient happiness the moment we succeed in catering to the needs of our spouse and often or most of the times ending in great disappointment, frustration, failure, misery, sadness, want, hopelessness, despair, bankrupcy, insecurity etc, which inevitably spearheads our hearts and lives with  great sorrow and suffering after we contact misfortune materially inspite of the tremendous effort, blood, toil, sweat and tears we put into trying to achieve and sweeping the entire world at the feet of our respective soulmates. The mechanics of the human body, mind, emotions and the ego is such that  it engages you in a saga of a lifetime of tragedies and does not care about ending the huge burden of sorrow and suffering you have into your life until that very day when your mortal coil on planet earth is over without you achieving anything of an immortal or everlasting value. Getting quagmired in a saga of a lifetime of tragedies and breeding sorrow is not the essence of human life. The image of the tragic characters like in the Shakespearean tragedies is not our real nature. Sorrow, suffering, sadness, tragedies, downfalls, break-ups, divorces, bankrupcy, failure, insecurity, misery and the innumerable wants that  you have in your life are transient or impermanent and unreal which shall continue ruling the roost in your life until we don’t fill our lives with profound spiritual wisdom by evolving spiritually. Sorrow and suffering are temporary while happiness, joy and the state of no-suffering we contact by contacting the superconscious states are permanent.  The material, external or the outside which produces sorrow is our pseudo-nature while the spiritual, internal, within or the inside that generates happiness, joy, bliss or the state of Sat-Chit-Anand which is called our soul-nature is our genuine-nature. Therefore, we as  privileged bachhas or children of the most Supreme Godhead are here on planet earth with a special spiritual purpose, that of excavating and restoring our dormant Spirit with our most prized Soul-Awareness and abiding in the state of Bliss or Sat-Chit-Anand till Eternity.

                        Let us not look at the life of a Ashwas Thapa, who has lost all his razor-sharp awareness and who has a cause to  long to be as earthly as he can be and as an effect, the most Supreme Godhead heads him back to  his material life. It would be futile to judge the life of a certain Ashwas who retires into a conjugal union every birth at the thought of being dubbed a hypocrite but rather, it would be worthwhile to look up to at the extraordinary and exemplary life of great spiritual super-heroes who radiate the state of Bliss or Sat-Chit-Anand  which is immune or resistant to each and every external influences in the material world. Yes! The state of Eternal Bliss of the field of permanent happiness or infinite potentiality is the least or better, not affected by any external changes in the material world. Negative disharmony, whatever they may be, may affect the state of mind of a man rooted in the world or materialism but can never waver and fluctuate the fully restored cause, awareness, and the effect, happiness and Bliss of the spiritual being forever grounded into the state of Sat-Chit-Anand. The cause, awareness, and the effect, Bliss, are permanent features of the state of Godhood, which does not ebb away no matter what the changes in the material world and something that are not prone to the slightest deviation, fluctuation and wavering even while getting entangled in the midst of the most strongest external influences and the heights of extreme negative disharmony. Awareness, happiness, joy and bliss which are part and parcel of the fully awake Spirit is independent, resistive or immune to the illusory play of the world of Maya or illusion. Everything is indeed only an illusion while getting oursleves entangled inside the gates of hell or the world and everything and nothing excluded is pure consciousness or God the moment we enter the superconscious threshold of the Kingdom of Heaven. 

                                 Now, let us look at some factors that determine the stabilization of the state of bliss. The state of Bliss can prove to be your most prized treasure if you prevent yourself from running a hundred metre dash after an infinity of desires just because the more innumerable cravings you have into your life the greater you shall be at loss of peace, balance and harmony. You should focus your life on divine terms and conditions and devise ways to nurture your soul nature. The more knowledgeable you are about God the more your faith in Him will grow stronger and remember! you shall be a man with no problems if you nurture your love, faith and devotion towards God. Problems shall start invading your life the very moment you start losing faith in the most Supreme Godhead. Be  equally attentive to the factors that determine the preservation and nurturing of your soul nature. Nurturing your soul nature would mean studies of metaphysical books on a regular basis, partaking in satsangs or spiritual communions every now and then, listening to devotional songs and meditating twice a day on a mandatory schedule. Nurture the environment you are in and for this, follow the golden rule of ‘ABC’. The golden rule of ‘ABC’ would mean ‘avoiding bad company’. Bad company would most normally mean associations of people who stick to verbal and action oriented violence and those class of humans who have sex, alcohol and drug addictions. Pursuing the companionship of God natured people and devotees of God shall be spiritually beneficial. 

I am Bliss.

When I am one fourth through my makeover,

I generate virtues such as Pure Love and Goodness, plus,

Being an  adherent of Beauty of great Purity,

I do not restore a good quarter of myself,

Until your Spirit does not rejuvenate,

Dissolving your senses and emotions.

Half of my magnificence gets grounded,

As your ego erodes and modesty restores,

I celebrate the Golden Jubilee of my enormity,

As aloneness vibrates your Soul with the Awareness of Wholeness,

Thus setting the gentle dawn for your Wholeness,

To achieve freedom from attachment, bondage and desires.

I unleash almost a cent percent of myself,

When your soul perceives the Divine Light in every particle of Creation,

I never give in and surrender wholeheartedly to your Wholesome Purity,

Unless you are compassionate,

Compassionate enough to have united and become One with the Absolute.

                                                                              - Ashwas Thapa   

ANYONE WHO RELEASES NON-BEING PHILOSOPHY, NON-BEING SPIRITUAL DISCOURSES AND NON-BEING MEDITATION TECHNIQUES THROUGH THE PRINT, AUDIO, VISUAL AND THE INTERNET MEDIUM SHALL BECOME LUNATICS THEIR ENTIRE LIVES WITHIN THREE DAYS OF DOING SO. NO POWER IN THE ENTIRE COSMOS SHALL BE ABLE TO RELIEVE THEIR LUNACY IF THEY BECOME LUNATICS.

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